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Do You
Love Me?
One day, I woke early in the morning to watch the sunrise. Oh, the beauty
of God's creation is beyond description.
As I watched, I praised God for His beautiful work. I sat there, I felt the
Lord's presence with me.
He asked me,
"Do you love
Me?"
I answered, "Of course, Father! You are my Lord and Savior!"
Then He asked, "If
you were physically handicapped, would you still love Me?"
I looked down at my body and wondered how many things I wouldn't be able to
do, I thought of the things I took for granted.
And I answered, "It would be tough Father, but I would still love You."
The Lord said,
"If you were
blind, would you still love My creations?"
How could I love something without being able to see it?
Then I thought of all the blind people in the world and how many of them
still loved God and His creation.
So I answered, "It would be tough, but I would still listen to Your word."
The Lord then asked,
"If you were
mute, would you still praise My name?"
How could I praise without a voice?
Then it occurred to me: God wants us to sing from our very heart and soul.
It never matters what we sound like.
Praising God is not always with a song, but when we are persecuted, we gave
God praise with our words of thanks.
So I answered, "Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise
Your name."
And the Lord asked, "Do
you really love Me?"
With courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, "Yes Lord! I love
You because You are the one true God!"
I thought I had answered well, but God asked,
"Then why do
you sin?"
I answered, "Because I am only human, I am not perfect."
Then the Lord said,
"Then why in
times of peace do you stray the furthest? Why only in times of trouble do
you pray earnestly?"
No answers. Only tears.
The Lord continued,
"Why only
sing at fellowships and retreats? Why seek Me in times of worship? Why ask
things so selfishly? Why ask things so unfaithfully?"
The tears continued to roll down my cheeks.
"Why
are you ashamed of Me? Why are you not spreading good news? Why in times
of persecution, do you cry to others when I offer My shoulder to cry on?
Why make excuses when I give you opportunities to serve in My name?"
I tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.
"You
are blessed with life. I made you not to throw this gift away. I have
blessed you with talents to serve Me, but you continue to turn away. I have
revealed My Word to you, but you do not gain knowledge. I have spoken to you
but your ears were closed. I have shown My blessings to you, but your eyes
were turned away. I have heard your prayers and I have answered them all."
"DO
YOU TRULY LOVE ME?"
I could not answer. How could I?
I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse.
What could
I say to this?
When my heart had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said, "Please
forgive me Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."
The Lord answered,
"That is My
Grace, My child."
I asked, "Then why do You continue to forgive me? Why do You love me so?"
The Lord said,
"Because you
are are my child. I will never abandon you. When you cry, I will have
compassion and cry with you. When you shout with joy, I will smile with
you. When you are down, I will encourage you. When you fall, I will raise
you up. When you are tired, I will carry you. I will be with you till the
end of days, and I will Love You Forever."
How could I have been so cold? How could I have hurt God as I had done?
I asked
God, "How much do You love me?"
The Lord stretched out His arms, and I saw His nail-pierced hands.
I bowed down at the feet of Christ, my Savior. For the first time, I truly
prayed and understood.
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